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[12 Feb 2007|07:53am] |
so forget everything in that last entry.
all false.
love, what's that?
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| oh man |
[14 Jan 2007|07:02pm] |
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i havent updated this in like 3 months. and my last entry, i didn't seem so well. lol. well, things are good. i'm in love. :] i work all the time. and my best friends are basically the coolest. my heart is having difficulties, but i'm working on that. i'm probably moving out in the next couple months. sweet. and i'm just doing pretty good, with the occasional minor setbacks. i hope everybody else is doing good, and no lie i do miss a lot of friends. but hey it takes 2, and im just as much to blame. but, i'll have to change that. :)
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| i can't take this. |
[21 Oct 2006|05:14pm] |
i really hate guys. honestly. i mean. i think i finally found one thats not so crazy, not psycho, who i can just be myself around, and have my own life too..but no, the craziness comes out.. and the closer he got, the more i just wanted to run. i dont know why.. i just wasnt into that relationship as much as him, and as horrible as it is, i kept thinking of someone else. i just need to be alone, i've came to that conclusion, my head is still so fucked up from this summer, that i just don't know what to do.
i always do this. i mess it up, and regret it later. but i just have to decide what i want. and i don't need someone telling me how to run my life, honestly.
besides that, i've been hanging out with kourtney again. and id agree with your journal, that it was stupid, and i'm glad that we're friends again, because honestly it was too hard not to be.
i work all the fucking time.
but i mean what else am i gonna do.
college is next yr. and i'll enjoy this year off of school.
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| so i lie awake forever. |
[23 Sep 2006|07:58pm] |
hahaha, its funny.
but we're both to blame.
it wasn't all me.
and i never thought id be torn between two people like this.
i dont know what to do.
january, im out of here.
how exciting.
my parents are buying things.
REALLY, it's exciting.
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| oh snap. |
[13 Sep 2006|08:19am] |
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it's been awhile.
well, besides working about 30 hrs a week.
i've been here and there, with the most awesome people alive.
and it's been good seeing the old friends too.
and the boyfriend, or whatever he is these days. lol.
i love not going to highschool, it seriously is the nicest thing ever.
and im not looking forward to college. but then again i am.
i'm going to cedar point agaiiiiin, for the halloween thingy.
i'm excited. with my favorite midget of like all time. :)
beth and i walked around frankenmuth the other day, and it was weird.
it's weird that we are grown up. hahah.
i'm really excited for this weekend.
my check will be huge.
i'm going shopping.
and since im either in saginaw or kawkawlin all the time,
half of that paycheck goes into gas. hahaa. awesome.
i'm actuallly happy with my life.
for once, everything is okay.
no boy problems.
no friend problems.
no family problems.
and work is good.
okay, when is something gonna happen? lol
anyways, i have to be at work, in like 30 minutes. so i should go.
:]
byye.
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| mmm |
[12 Jul 2006|11:25pm] |
scratch that.
youre wayyyy far from being perfect.
and im basically movin on with my life.
hope for the best;
but expect the worst... right?
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| it's true |
[03 Jul 2006|02:50am] |
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you're perfect.
if only i was too.
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| put the rest of the stress in there with it. |
[04 Jun 2006|05:58pm] |
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i like how he always puts me in a better mood, he always has. he knows the exact right thing to say, to take my mind off assholes like you. :)
and by the way.
3 more days, and my highschool days are over !
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| 3 more days. |
[03 Jun 2006|12:33am] |
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its so hard to find someone with no strings attatched.
and i really liked you.
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| oh damn. |
[18 May 2006|09:30pm] |
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isn't it funny how ungodly rediculous highschool rumors, and all the drama is? One minute someone is talking about how much they hate someone, and the next they are best friends. i cant even stand it anymore. could we be just a little bit more hypocritical. 2 more weeks, ohh then i'll never deal with these people, that poor building, or the confusion that they call an attendance policy. i honestly cant wait. fuckkkk dis shit.
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| yesm ;) |
[16 May 2006|01:02pm] |
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oh, infatuation :]
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| mmm yes. |
[03 May 2006|09:56pm] |
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PROM IS IN 3 DAYS. im kinda excited.
i can't believe my senior year is almost over.
how fucking sweeeeeeeeeeeet. it went so fast.
honestly, senior year, everything has changed, and i guess that its true, you find out who youre real friends are. i just cant believe im graduating. its gonna be so crazy. this summer is gonna be awesome. im ready, scared but ready. fuck you bay city central, fuck you highschool drama, FUCK YOU HIGHSCHOOL!
i cant wait to go camping either.
oh soo much.
yeah...
oh lord.
its funny, how i find you on my mind, all the time. i shouldnt that is old news, but every now and then you just appear, and sometimes, i smile, and other times i just feel like hitting my head against the wall 298378273827 times.
i really hate it. but i just cant seem to let go completely. im like that.
and i love this weather ;)
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| heres to finding a good man.. |
[30 Apr 2006|05:41pm] |
Face it -- you care a lot more about this person than you've been letting on. How can you figure out what to do next if you don't know what's going on now? The worst kinds of lies, after all, are the ones you tell yourself.
basically, that's the truth.
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| i am never watchin that movie again. |
[28 Apr 2006|11:54pm] |
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maybe its time that i move on.
obviously, nothing was ever going to happen.
though i wish it could.
a month from now, i wont even see you.
and thats just the way it is.
just stop being so damn cute.
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| i know i can't go back. |
[26 Apr 2006|09:51pm] |
I caught in the,
"you were the only one for me,"
kinda thought, and your face is all that I see.
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| dont need nothin but a good time !! |
[23 Apr 2006|09:08pm] |
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oh lord.
this weekend was pretty lame.
well kinda.
haha im immature, and block people. :]
god, i rule.
what a waste a time. it just took a cute boy to make me realize that. :)))))
anyways.
i watched grind today.
and i laughed a lot.
:]]
and i was just looking at my pictures.
wtfffff.
i cant wait for school tomorrow !
even though im nervous.
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| 420. man i wish i was a stoner. |
[20 Apr 2006|04:49pm] |
Your charming chatter could make anyone reveal what they know, but now's a good time to keep quiet and don a veil of mystery, especially when it comes to that cute so-and-so you've had your eye on.
ohhh lord. ;)
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